Volatile

When I'm engaged in the world, my soul is like a freshly harrowed field, laid open to the elements and subject to their smallest influence. When I'm engaged in something, I become exposed to everything -- I can't open the door just a little bit. The world comes rushing in and makes me feel stuff. And then things like tv shows and blog posts make me burst into tears and laughter, sometimes simultaneously. Don't mind me, emotions are running high, and my bladder's near my eye.